I have never been at such a low. School work? Stuff it. Manners? Get screwed. Being a decent human being? Over my dead body.



And it's all because of him.



Nate was supposed to be the reason I wake up in the morning, until he took that reason away. Now, I'm left feeling like an empty shell of the girl I used to be.



He's the love of my life. Always has been and always will be. I don't doubt it, he's going to come running back, and when he does, you better believe it, I'm going to make him work for it. Right down to the bone.



Thank God I have my girls and Jesse. Without them, I'd be lost.



Oh, and not to mention, I have Ashley Samuels and Phoenix Reilly keeping my mind more than busy. They better watch out because I've already lost the one thing that's important to me. I've got nothing else to lose and revenge will be sweet.