Unabridged Audiobook
I was a little skeptical at first, but this book turned out to be AWESOME. When I was younger I watched "The Girls Next Door" so that's how I knew about Holly, but I had no idea what the behind the scenes was actually like. This gives you insight into her actual life and into the life in the mansion, not the glamour everyone thought it was. It's also surprisingly relatable (not that I was a bunny or in playboy or anything of the sorts) in what she's been through and where she started. I'd definitely recommend this book to anyone thinking about reading it!
I love this book. Courageous and Pose.
Thought I would not get through this book but was pleasantly surprised. Holly did a good job narrating it. Pity she had so little self esteem that she needed reaffirmation from such self centered man as Hugh Heffner and Chris Angel and that it took more than 10years to create her own path of success. Dreading between the lines, I think Holly should be respected for the way she shares information about living at the mansion and Heffs megalomaniac tendencies. So typical of the male species. On the other hand, I just wanted to shake her for accepting the situation at the mansion. All in all, not a bad "read" - liked the introduction of each chapter with a references from "Down the rabbit hole".
Loved it. Especially in your own voice.
I found this book very entertaining and interesting. I would have had no idea some of the things that went on in the Mansion without Holly's stories. I think this book is well written and a must.
I loved this book, it provided an interesting view into a life behind the mansion walls!
Poor Holly, the only "girlfriend" who was not mean to others. Although I sympathize with the conditions, if true, under which these women lived, it seems to me that taking seven years to wake up to being abused daily is a little long. I hate to say it, but reading between the lines, the whole arrangement was sleazy from the beginning, with the key to living at the mansion was to sleep with old Heff at the get-do. Listening to the book, like watching "The Girls Next Door," was like picking scabs, painful but strangely compelling.
She is amazing... I loved listening to her telling her own story. I felt I was walking with her through each chapter of her life. To learn what really happened in the Bunny house and to triumph and succeed on her own. I see Mr. Puffin in a whole new light... He is a bully pulling strings.
Interesting listen and a " behind the scenes" look at life in the mansion. Holly 's tale is provocative, surprising and sheds new light on the not so glamorous life of a Playboy Playmate. I thoroughly enjoyed this book.
I really enjoyed this book! It was interesting right away from the first page you're hooked. It includes all the juicy details you're hoping to hear as a reader. Certain parts actually made me gasp out loud! Holly was really easy to listen to as a narrator. The only thing I was disappointed with was towards the end of the book it became dull at times compared to the shocking information revealed during the first half of the book. I would still absolutely recommend this book, it was very entertaining.
I loved it! I've never seen the Show Girls Next Door nor am I a big fan of Playboy, but I thought, "why no?" It feels like you're sitting down in your room and Holly is just your friend telling a story. A really juicy, interesting story. She's so down to earth, humble and a lot nicer than I expected. She also changes her voice when she's quoting different people. 5 stars!
I love this book. It fueled my obsession with holly madison! It told the untold tales of the bunny house!
Really enjoyed this, very easy to listen to
Overall good. Hard to understand how she now claims the victim card after voluntarily being with Heff for a decade, and making many millions from that connection.
Loved this audiobook, it’s really great. And Holly has the perfect voice for it!
I love memoirs, but I hated this one. I couldn’t even stick it out till the end. I thought it would be interesting but holly gives off the biggest “pick me” girl vibes. And not only that but ok, poor you? You literally asked to live in the mansion yourself, and it’s the only reason you’re known. I don’t think I’ve ever hated a “celebrity” as much as I do her. Also, halfway through the book she goes on to talk about her other exes. Babe, I could write a book about all of my crappy exes too but don’t title your book specifically about your experience in a play boy mansion just to drone on about irrelevant nonsense. Don’t even get me started on her quoting accent at the beginning of every chapter. Cringe.
I enjoyed Holly's storytelling and found this to be a candid telling of her life.
I am so happy I chose to consume this in the audiobook function, and thrilled Holly choose to narrate it herself. I listened to the entire book in a weekend. Her British accent needs a little work :-), but otherwise her sweet, intelligent, and thorough nature shines through. Heff is idolized and this read made me realize how brave and resilient Holly had to be to 1. Leave 2. Call out his terrible behavior. Many many many women corroborate her story, so people who say “he isn’t alive to defend himself” need to chill. His PR machine crushed anything that came up when he was alive. I’m thrilled to know more about this bright and funny woman. If you loved this, you should give “Girls next level” the podcast, a listen.
Very interesting listen!
Intuition sent me to this book...well, that and seeing it on IG stories ;) I'm glad I paid attention, because there is an incredible parallel to my own life within these pages. I feel that could happen with a lot of people. Give it a shot! Thank you, Holly.
I surprisingly really enjoyed this book, I don't know what I expected but I was pleasantly surprised. Holly is open and shares her genuine experience at the mansion. As someone who watched the series The Girls Next Door it honestly is great to hear Holly is now living life on her terms.
loved this book ❤️
Amazing read!
I had to watch girls next door while listening to this. It was interesting to hear her talk about what it was really like, while watching the very scripted show. If it’s true, you feel sorry for her.
HOLLY IS LITERALLY BRILLIANT!!!!!!
Loved the book and it was so worth it to be able to read it with Holly. Her voice really helps capture so many emotions and experiences she went through!
I love this book. I’ve read already in hungarian, but I bought to listen in english. I love Hollys voice and she speaks really nicely, so easy to understand also if somebodys mother tongue is different than english.
Good. Very repetitive. Worth the read none the less.
This was a terrific summer listen - Holly dishes the tea and does a great job narrating. Definitely recommend this one!
Holy has totally written this to clearly make herself look innocent and naive all the while throwing everyone under the bus!
It was interesting to get the inside scoop but I am happy to know how sting holly really is !! God bless her and her family !!!
This book is very eye opening and interesting. Even taking it with a grain of salt it was still shocking and a great glimpse of the playboy mansion. I would definitely recommend for anyone interested in holly, girls next door or playboy.
Love this book and Holly Madison. Her books are very enjoyable and would easily recommend.
I found it fascinating and made a lot of sense from what was on Girls next Door. Congrats to Holly.
I finally had the opportunity of reading this inspiring book. I don't know why I waited so long to read it. Like other millions of viewers I was also a fan of girls next-door. Holly cleared up a lot about life in the mansion, questions I had about it, and the ups and downs.
After reading this book I now think holly is a self absorbed self centrerd woman who i don't like at all. She always seems to be the common denominator in any drama taking place and have lost all interest and respect for her. Won't ever follow her news again
This book is a must for any fan of The Girls Next Door, Holly's World, or Playboy. This is a glimpse into the world of a former playboy bunny. It definitely puts Holly's life in perspective. From "scripted" reality show, to emotions of a girl in her 20's caught in a "taboo" relationship. Having her as the narrator helps to add something extra to the experience of this book. The only reason I didn't give it 5 stars, is because by the end I feel that it truly was a biased compilation of stories. I feel as if it was a bit self-serving, which causes me to question the genuineness of the book.
This is book is interesting especially if you followed The Girls Next Door since the beginning. I am a big fan of all the ladies, and I read Kendra's book long ago. It puts into perspective the different realities that each person has lived. This is book is great to add another dimension for the fan. It is also a great book for a non fan or any person who has ever caught their own self in an unhealthy relationship. Holly adds thought and encouragement for those who can relate. That is always a cool thing! I do not give a full five stars because there are minor instances that really feels unbelievable. However, it is a great book for me because I reflected a lot.
Very cute book, fun to listen to. if you liked the TV show you will love hearing about the "real world " behind the scenes.
A fun, well read book. Easy listening. Well worth it.
I lived this audio! Holly did a great job narrating it.
So amazing to actually hear the insides of what you went through!! At first I wasn't sure if I would be able to believe what your side of the story was but since hearing it from your side is absolutely amazing. Have to say actually listening to it read by the author has made this book so much better for me as well One happy happy customer
As a fan of the 'Girls Next Door', where I first came across the author, I have to admit this book for me is a real gem, especially listening to the audio version read by Holly herself. Holly is an incredibly courageous woman and I loved listening to her adventures both in and out of the 'rabbit hole'. I must admit, having read Kendra's 'Sliding into Home' and having watched every episode of the GND that Holly mentions, I was both shocked and fascinated to hear the real tale of events that Holly went through. I must admit this book and Holly's account has really changed my opinion on Playboy's editor in chief, Hugh Hefner. Watching GND, it really seemed as though Holly and Hef had a genuine relationship - at the very least I thought Hef must have treated Holly and the girls like Queens... (boy was I wrong)! I was one of those fans that wondered why on earth Holly eventually left the Playboy mansion and also presumed that Hef had really messed up letting her go. Well thank you Holly for truly clearing the mystery up and I am so very glad for your side of the story. This book is not only addictive to keep listening to but it's also truly revealing. 'Puffin' and his Playboy Mansion are more like a dictator and a prison! Overall, I am super pleased for Holly that she broke out of the false relationship, the prison cell and away from a man that made her feel worthless. Her happily ever after consists of being Rainbow's mom, Pasquale's princess, a savy business woman and as a fan, one of the most important things to include is... a very happy Holly. A side note for Girls Next Door fans, Holly reveals how she stayed with Mary O'Connor and Captain Bob, after leaving the Playboy mansion, during her Dancing with the Stars gig.. very touching stories towards the end of the book! “It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.” ? Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
Loved listening to this! I was a huge fan of the show and always wondered why she left the mansion. It was a very interesting behind the scene look at not only her life with Hef but her life in general. Highly recommend.
Very interesting story. Holly is definitely a very smart woman and it was awesome having her narrate the book. Anyone that has an interest in anything Playboy, Girls Next Door, or Holly's World I would definitely recommend reading this.
Great listen! Found myself listening whenever I could.
This book was a very good read. It was hard to stop listening. Definitely recommend.
Very interesting! Finished in 2 days! I'm glad it turned out good for Holly.
An addictive listen as the author nails what really happens behind the mansion walls. Excellent narration by the author.
Awesome! I could not stop listening. I loved listening to how Holly grew in to her own, discovered herself, and became the independent and confident powerhouse she always hoped to be. Jaw dropping and addicting.
Completely unexpected and extremely interesting! I couldn't stop listening!
An interesting inside story of the somewhat intriguing Firm, called The Playboy. Holly did well writing her story. One book that brought Hefner into a true, unflattering light. Good for her.
Love it, this book is not only interesting , witty, but inspirational???? I love you Holly
Really good read, provides an untold insight into the world of playboy and Holly's perspective.
Beginning of the book was very interesting, but the end failed short. Wonderful hearing secrets about playboy enterprises.
Down the Rabbit Hole was a wonderful book. Holly Madison did a great job. Enjoyed!
Enjoyed enjoyed couldn't stop listening!!i enjoyed every part of this book and enjoyed her reading her own story it was great #TeamHolly
The first two thirds were interesting. The last third degenerates into high-school-like he said-she said in a way that doesn't advance the "plot" but seems more like advancing the author's private agenda. In spite of this, Holly generally is engaging and the book in her own voice is easy on the ear. I think she's actually quite good at the narration.
I really enjoyed this book! Author can be a little too descriptive which drags the book on longer than I think it was needed but I still enjoyed it lots. However we will never know if it's really true it was still enjoyable to understand a little more about what actually happens. I feel sorry for the author throughout as she struggles and I'm pleased she managed to get better
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