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The Girl I Was: From the New York Times bestselling author of The Perfect Marriage

Author:
Jeneva Rose
Read by:
Hillary Huber
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Book
55
Narrator
39
Release Date
July 15, 2025
Duration
8 hours 29 minutes
Summary
From New York Times bestselling author, Jeneva Rose, comes a fully updated and expanded edition of THE GIRL I WAS, the first book she ever wrote, featuring six brand-new chapters from a fresh point-of-view.

“If at first you don't succeed, try, try again.”

Alexis Spencer will use any inspirational quote to rationalize her failures and shortcomings. Her closest friends are a distant memory, and her college debt is still as high as the day she left. But that’s all fine and dandy, because “whatever will be, will be.”

However, when Alexis loses her job and her relationship on the same day, there’s no quote strong enough to get her through that. In typical fashion, she blames the world for her problems, including her younger self, who should have tried harder.

Feeling sorry for herself, Alexis finds a bottle of vodka from her college days and goes on a bender, blacking out in the process. Only this time, she doesn’t wake up at home, or in the right city. In fact, she isn’t even in the right year. Alexis is back in her college town in the year 2002.

Convinced this is her chance to do things over, she heads to her dorm—and comes face-to-face with her eighteen-year-old unruly self, who goes by Lexi because it’s “sexier.” Getting acclimated to life in the early 2000s is the easy part. Dealing with Lexi is where things prove difficult.

They might be the same person, but they couldn’t be more different from one another. Now Alexis and Lexi must learn to get along and come to terms with the fact that alone, they will never make things right, but together, they could change their life for the better.
Reviews
Profile Avatar Anonymous Oct 2025

If I wasn’t listening to this at work, I certainly would have shed a few tears. The dynamic between Lexi and Alexis was realistic, and the relationship growth between the MC and the secondary characters was palpable. Definitely recommend for anyone whose life hasn’t gone to plan and is healing their inner child.

Profile Avatar Nikki C. Jan 2026

Great book, very emotional and introspective.

Profile Avatar Tali B. Oct 2025

enjoyed this book good narration

Profile Avatar R CUMMINS Sep 2025

really enjoyed the way the character grew in the story

Profile Avatar Kristin Sep 2025

It was a little slow, but it was a cute story.

Profile Avatar Anonymous Apr 2026

Not sure if it was the book or the narrator that I was getting more annoyed at. The non stop whining from 18 year old “Lexy” was enough to get on anyone’s nerves. I was about 5 hours into it (with 3.5 hrs left) & honestly only finished it to see what the point of the book was. It was nostalgic if you went to college in the early 2000s otherwise it would probably be a waste of a read.

Profile Avatar Marilyn S. Mar 2026

Interesting story, could have had less filthy words.

Profile Avatar Geri -. Feb 2026

Girl, grow up already!

Profile Avatar Alison B. Jan 2026

A different perspective, I enjoyed the interplay…. And the lessons learnt when she had a second chance … yep enjoyable

Profile Avatar Valerie Bell Sep 2025

The ending was weak.

Profile Avatar Nadine S. Sep 2025

interessting premis. but the misses the mark. the main Charakter is just to anoying even for a book about personal growth. the ending is super cheesy

The Girl I Was: From the New York Times bestselling author of The Perfect Marriage

The Girl I Was: From the New York Times bestselling author of The Perfect Marriage

Author: Jeneva Rose
Read by: Hillary Huber
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