I Swear I'll Make It Up to You: A Life on the Low Road

Unabridged Audiobook

Written By: Mishka Shubaly

Narrated By: Mishka Shubaly

Publisher: Blackstone Audiobooks

Date: March 2016

Duration: 13 hours 37 minutes


An odyssey of family, heartbreak, violence, punk rock, brokenness, broke-ness, sex, love, loss, drinking, drinking, drinking, and an unlikely savior: distance running.

A misfit kid at the best of times, Mishka Shubaly had his world shattered when, in a twenty-four-hour span in 1992, he survived a mass shooting on his school's campus, then learned that his parents were getting divorced. His father, a prominent rocket scientist, abandoned the family and their home was lost to foreclosure. Shubaly swore to avenge the wrongs against his mother, but instead plunged into a magnificently toxic love affair with alcohol.

Almost two decades later, Shubaly's life changed again when a fateful five-mile run after a bar fight inspired him to clean up his life. And when he finally reconnected with his estranged father, he discovered the story of his childhood was radically different from what he thought he knew.

In this fiercely honest, emotional, and self-laceratingly witty book, Shubaly relives his mistakes, misfortunes, and infrequent good decisions: the disastrous events that fractured his life; his incendiary romances; his hot-and-cold career as a rock musician; meeting his newborn nephew while out of his gourd on cough syrup. I Swear I'll Make It Up to You is an apology for choices Shubaly never thought he'd live long enough to regret, a journey so far down the low road that it took him years of running to claw his way back.

"There's no storyteller like Mishka Shubaly-hardcore on every emotional level, he scares the bejeezus out of me, especially when he's cracking me up. I Swear I'll Make It Up To You is a brilliantly toxic confession awash in booze, bodily fluids, and the shock of accidentally turning into a human being, against your will."-Rob Sheffield, author of Love Is a Mix Tape


  • Kathy Keil-Rogers

    It is impossible to listen to this book and not become a better person. The lessons are endless, the writing real, raw, sensitive and genuine. I will read everything ever written and anything to be written by this man...this good man. Having him read his own story is a special treat, to realize his words and this story are HIS story.... May we all never, ever give up on someone we love, or are supposed to love. Especially ourselves.

  • Yolanda Holly

    I found this book to be very compelling. Once you start reading it, it is hard to put down. It is written with gut wrenching honesty. It is a raw expose of a life struggles and triumph. I enjoyed reading it very much and I have recommended the book to my friends. I'm glad to have found it on Audiobooks. Thank you Mishka for sharing. Yolanda Holly

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