My Lobotomy: A Memoir

Narrated by:
Johnny Heller

Unabridged Audiobook

Release Date
November 2007
9 hours 0 minutes
A gut-wrenching memoir by a man who was lobotomized at the age of twelve.

Assisted by journalist/novelist Charles Fleming, Howard Dully recounts a family tragedy whose Sophoclean proportions he could only sketch in his powerful 2005 broadcast on NPR's All Things Considered.

'In 1960,' he writes, 'I was given a transorbital, or 'ice pick' lobotomy. My stepmother arranged it. My father agreed to it. Dr. Walter Freeman, the father of the American lobotomy, told me he was going to do some 'tests.' It took ten minutes and cost two hundred dollars.' Fellow doctors called Freeman's technique barbaric: an ice pick-like instrument was inserted about three inches into each eye socket and twirled to sever connections from the frontal lobe to the rest of the brain. The procedure was intended to help curb a variety of psychoses by muting emotional responses, but sometimes it irreversibly reduced patients to a childlike state or (in 15 percent of the operations Freeman performed) killed them outright. Dully's ten-minute 'test' did neither, but in some ways it had a far crueler result, since it didn't end the unruly behavior that had set his stepmother against him to begin with.

'I spent the next forty years in and out of insane asylums, jails, and halfway houses,' he tells us. 'I was homeless, alcoholic, and drug-addicted. I was lost.' From all accounts, there was no excuse for the lobotomy. Dully had never been 'crazy,' and his (not very) bad behavior sounds like the typical acting-up of a child in desperate need of affection. His stepmother responded with unrelenting abuse and neglect, and his father allowed her to demonize his son and never admitted his complicity in the lobotomy; Freeman capitalized on their monumental dysfunction. It's a tale of epic horror, and while Dully's courage in telling it inspires awe, listeners are left to speculate about what drove supposedly responsible adults to such unconscionable acts.
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I thought this was an interesting book. Listening to the guy made him sound like he was really a lot more functioning than I imagined. As this was such a NON-exact "science" that I gather there are a HUGE number of outcomes post-op. I will say that for this to be his personal story, it is a bit repetitive. Like a 5 paragraph essay that with 1) tell you what they WILL TELL you, 2) TELL you, and 3) tell you what they TOLD you... I have to blame the editing company/group for this. It was never bad enough to skip ahead or even want to skip a disc... but made me roll my eyes a bit, and probably tuned out for a moment. Its not unbarable rehashing, but its definitely there. His narration voice is just fine to listen to, I normally steer clear of male narrators, as I find them to be monotonic and plain. He did well. I sure would like to see the photos that he describes!

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