For the past few years, I’ve been trying to get over the death of my husband by picking up men at bars and engaging in meaningless sex. I get to have pretend intimacy and they get…well, they get me. This time is different though. This man is different. Where others let me give, this man simply takes, and before long I’m lost in the power of his approach. He takes me. He takes me completely and gives me my first anal sex experience. He takes me and finally the night isn’t meaningless at all.